I LOVE GARFIELD!!!!

Not to be the flower, but to be the gardener. Some people like to be treated special, they like to be treated like a star, they are really self-center person. In the relationship, there always one person to be the gardener, so the other person could be flower always getting nutrients. The gardener always would do the giving, caring, and loving with selfless. Do u like to be the gardener or the flower?

Moving to a new place makes me very excited but its also tired. I am willing do everything on my own. I feel excited and worried at the same time. There is one thing I am sure about I am not moving back again.

I am moving soon.

I got my new cell this morning, and I activate it. Now it works fine. I am back in track.

Some people are really like to gossip, those are the people which have absoultely nothing better to do. And they are definely jealous at u about ur life beacause they are just loser. They have a sad life theirselves, they dont know who else could blame besides their closest friends. They are making a BIGGEST mistake by talking shits behind their friend's back. Dont let people do that to you, and dont even get friends like that. They are losers.

Life could be so randomly BEAUTIFUL!!

When I was a child, other kids always calling me "weirdo". I don't admit it, I am weird. I had a lot of family problems, but then I started seeing my social worker, I became a lot of better.

I used to having low self-esteem. I believe it caused by the evironment around me. My parents used to fight all the time. My mom got a really bad temper. She would scream like a lion, which made me even scared to talking to her. After the yelling, all she would do just buying me another toy or cooking me a good meal. At that time, I don't think deserved anyone to smiling to me.

I hated to feel left-out when I was in the school. I was feeling so low, I never really speak out in the school. Every time, there is a new things coming up I always wanted to buy. Then other kids would be friend because of new things I bought. I was buying the confident from other kids.

I don't like to be alone. I remembered my mom always wanted me to be home. She felt I should be safer than go outside. I felt totally opposited from her. I wanted to playing with other kids,then I could geel the freedom. I was like my mom's ponsioner. I could not leave without her permit.

To all of this, I am glad that I know what's my problems. If I notice the tiny little things, then I could change those habits. I will just be fine and normal. I am not a "weirdo" no more.

I went my school yesterday, I am going to take a admission test on this Friday. After that I would just go to school in Sep.. I cant wait to go to school, but I know my major is hard for me. I would do my best for it.

I feel so boring today because one of my doctor is not in the office. I cant wait to go to College on next Monday. So exciting!!! But for now, I have to stuck with the other doctor and finish rest of the boring day.